Andre Fili’s first knockout in over 4 years ought to have been the story of his battle week.
In all probability, he’ll bear in mind UFC 296 for what occurred within the days main as much as it.
On Saturday, Fili picked up a spectacular first-round TKO of Lucas Almeida to return to the win column and preserve his UFC document above the .500 mark. The 14-year veteran entered the competition with a heavy coronary heart as he needed to put down his beloved canine Harley a day earlier than flying to Las Vegas to compete.
Fili recounted the story throughout an look on The MMA Hour.
“It was actually robust,” Fili mentioned. “I didn’t develop up with pets, I didn’t actually develop up with animals. It wasn’t actually a factor we did, we simply didn’t have pets. So I bought this canine eight years in the past, and he turned my finest buddy. I used to be mentally ready for him to get previous, I perceive he’s eight years previous, I understood he wasn’t younger. I assumed he had a couple of extra years left. I used to be in a position to wrap my head across the concept of him getting older and him passing away; I knew that was an inevitability.
“What I wasn’t ready for was him simply being gone at some point. Canine, they love you a lot, and so they’re all the time within the second, they’re all the time comfortable, they’re all the time sharing the second, in order that they don’t present a variety of ache. Clearly, they will’t converse to you and articulate what they’re going by way of, so I believe he had a tumor that had been rising for most likely a very long time, but it surely wasn’t one thing that I used to be conscious of.”
Fili remembers going to mattress final Sunday and waking up Monday to seek out Harley wasn’t transferring and was struggling to breathe. It was apparent that one thing was unsuitable, and the timing couldn’t be worse with Fili and his workforce set to fly out Tuesday.
The fighter hoped that it might merely be a matter of paying for a remedy that will deliver Harley again to well being, however once they went to the vet, they obtained a grave analysis.
“So I take him to the vet, I’m anticipating to present him some antibiotics or some costly bulls***, and he’ll really feel higher,” Fili mentioned. “Actually, when the physician got here again into the room, I might see in her face that it was not that. I requested her, I simply instantly mentioned, ‘It’s unhealthy, huh?’ She shook her head and mentioned, ‘Yeah, he has a tumor that’s grown very aggressively in his spleen, and it’s inflicting inside bleeding, and he has blood loss and that’s why he has low vitality.’ She mainly referred us to a surgeon—thoughts you, that is Monday, we go away for battle week Tuesday—it’s 3:30 in the midst of the day, I’m on the cellphone with one vet who’s primarily saying, ‘We are able to do emergency surgical procedure tonight for $10,000. It’s going to be a really exhausting surgical procedure on the canine, and we’re undecided if it should repair the issue.’ Ten thousand {dollars}, it’s going to be very exhausting, and he may not survive it. If he survives it, he’ll most likely must undergo chemo. In the event you put him by way of chemo, and the chemo has any actual hostile results, which it most likely will, we’ll recommend you set him down.
“So it was like on one path was this lengthy string of invasive issues that will make my canine’s high quality of life unhealthy, after which actually on the opposite line, I’ve a vet saying we will put your canine down, however our final appointment is at 5. And that is 3:30 in the midst of the day, so I’ve an hour and a half to choose and say goodbye to my canine primarily. And I’m chopping weight and I’m packing my baggage to go away for battle week. So I simply sucked it up, I went and reduce some weight within the storage, rinsed off, and I had about 45 minutes to say goodbye to my canine after which we drove him to the vet, we put him down and mentioned goodbye to him and got here residence, packed our baggage, and went to sleep. Awoke for battle week.”
Astonishingly, Harley’s dying wasn’t the one current tragedy that Fili needed to cope with.
Fili talked about in his post-fight speech that he additionally noticed two buddies go away throughout his preparation for UFC 296. It was a sequence of experiences that wounded him, but in addition offered beneficial perspective.
“I additionally had a buddy get hit who was using his Harley Davidson, he bought hit by an Amazon truck and died virtually immediately,” Fili mentioned. “He was like a little bit brother to me. That occurred at first of the camp, six weeks out. Two weeks after, my buddy bought hit on his bike. I had one other buddy who I’ve identified for 20 years go away, he overdosed.
“I’ve had all these items occur. I’ve handled all these items, and the one alternative was both to dwell on it and simply wallow in it, or simply hopefully take the lesson of none of this s*** is assured. I don’t imply to be morbid, however this might be the final time you and I ever converse. None of that is assured, and it’s a cliché, individuals say it on a regular basis, but it surely by no means registered till lately. You actually have to understand every second. You would possibly solely get to do that this one time, and with the ability to do it this one time is a present. So I went into battle week prefer it was my debut. I went into battle week like I used to be doing the whole lot for the primary time.”
Via all of it, Fili persevered, taking Almeida out inside a spherical to attain his first end since a first-round knockout of Sheymon Moraes in July 2019. Watching Fili’s efficiency and celebration, one might be forgiven for not realizing the internal turmoil he was hiding up till that second.
As soon as he had a while for himself, although, it was a special story.
“Once I win the battle, and I hug my teammates and I inform my coaches I like them, simply be current and be grateful and luxuriate in it, as a result of I perceive that loss is a part of life, however the losses I’ve taken lately have occurred so quick that the one means that I can cope with is to simply take the lesson of being grateful for proper now,” Fili mentioned. “That’s what I leaned into this battle week. Each second of the battle and each second of the method, even the burden reduce, each single piece of this battle camp, and this battle week, and this fight-night I practiced gratitude for.
“After which I left the world, shook fingers, laughed, hugged, mentioned all of the ‘I like yous,’ bought escorted from the entrance of [the] New York New York [casino] into an elevator to return to my room. I used to be in an elevator on my own, I used to be lastly alone for the primary time the complete week, after which I broke down and cried within the elevator on my own. I used to be in a position to lastly get it out, but it surely took a complete week of not with the ability to course of it.”
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